Thursday, July 2, 2009

no cable : creativity running free

July 2009
He said he couldn't call me his favorite b/c then I'd be comparable,
but to him I am LIFE,
  • the air he struggles for in the middle of the night,
  • the pillow in his prison cell,
  • his every day gig,
  • the woman who fulfills his dreams of having kids.

Please understand this came from the lips of the man that sets my soul ablaze

- not just my ego running free.

As if God made my soul to unlock his.

He is a prism and I, his bright sunshine

formed to shine through him,

see his possibilities and

expose them to the earth abroad.

I love him, period.

Not just the vibrations that I create to voice that thought.

I love him and all his ways,

more than a child love field trip days.

He is mine:that's all I need to know.

Here's my dissertation I have succeeded in life.

I can cross over freely with the lottery chance of being his wife, or even his mistress

I'd break 1000 hearts for that sweet kiss.

As I lay up beneath him with no makeup and I breathe his air all I can fathom is why can't life always be this fair,

why can't sunshine always be this sweet, why can't grass always be this green?

Then I realize he isn't my divine intervention he is just merely a prism God created for me to see my soul through. For me to forsake my love is the only way I can charter new heights and blossom as flower worthy of God's sight. Until I let you go, Iam incomplete

this is when i pondered: maybe God is a "her." - orange.dani