chicken and rice

im under the weather ... stuffy nosey, itchy throat, the works!

super sick so brining mi chicken and rice soup would be lovely!

no

"chicken noodle"

(yuck!)

no alphabet

, no top ramen (super yuck!)

CHICKEN AND RICE

on baby lettuce lol i told that to seth in my 3rd period and i got hakeem to laugh (which is rare) (:

today was a good day and i got foster's cute beanie. on to baking sugar cookies then yoga (:

valentines is coming and i have no valentine ): hope someone suprises me for the first time (:

the fall

i can't stop my
HANDs
from
TOUCHING
you.

im ready to
F
A
L
L
but what about you?

i can't stop my
EYEs
from
SEEING
you, even when your not within my view...
ahhh like making love to my soul!
"ready to fall" -keri hilson ft neyo

you wouldn't understand

i sick of niggas lying, im sick of bitches hawkin', im sick of fucking talkin'

January 25th 2008 : death or new life? thats the only question that exist

only answer is : FEAR

cancer is more than a six letter word when it happens to you.

confessions

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butterflies

"And the roof of thy mouth like the best wine for my beloved, that goeth down sweetly, causing the lips of those that are asleep to speak. I am my beloved's, and his desire is toward me"

sixteen candles

Brianna Marie was born on January 1st to mommy Ahndrea and Pappa Turner. She blew out sixteen candles on January 18th lol in Anaheim. It was a night to remember. I love my bestfriend Briannmonique lol

_orange fever

The Good the Bad the Ugly

I want … I need… I must have....
That’s what my life is consumed by. I have millions of aspiration and hopes but every time I think I’m on the path to fulfill those wants I get pushed back five steps. I have the stepping stones to fulfill them:
I am a caring person but I don’t want to be ran over by ppl
I am ready to fall in love yet every time I get close to someone I don’t let them in or its bad timing
I am smart but I don’t want to be known only for my intelligence
I am creative, artsy and musically inclined but I never get to display that side of me.
I can succeed the only problem is I feel I don’t get a break or a chance to.
I am happy yet I feel when I am sad I’m doing something wrong.
Realizing im not perfect and can never profess or aspire to be is a first step but admitting my flaws are the hardest thing for me. I struggle with making decisions, I cannot express my feelings, when things scare me I run from them, I struggle heavily with morality and I am afraid of being alone. I guess getting these things out is a start. I just need time, and go with the flow. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest: easier said than done. This is my goal: live, let go, and experience , wish me luck. (:
xoxo_orange fever

soul of mischief (:

2009 shall be intresting. parents are done im living with padre soo hey i guess i will be at LMU or UCSD fall of 2010. junior year almost over. 17 in june. time to grow up a lil more and reveal my true self more often and stop letting my pride get in the way. gold is cold, diamonds are dead. just thankful the storm is over. i've been thru so much shit in these 16 especially last year and a half. im guessing God has big plans for me. i may not be perfect but im here. looking forward to seeing my mom in six months after she moves. 01.25.09 will mark one year since i conquered and beat cancer (: all smiles for that. saving room for love.

xoxo_orange fever