loosing my balance-j. cole

"Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."- taaj abdul

(painting above: "Girl defending herself from Cupid's arrow") I am this girl; this painting speaks to my soul's heart.

today I was told when you wait on God no time is lost.

today I was told when you ignore a guy he likes you more.

today I was told love doesn't hurt.

today I was told I'm a good person.

today was a good day

quest: love

my mind raced as my feet paced

in love with lust, fast times and passion

infactuated with the feeling of kisses as soft as lace

to fall in love would be tragic

a tragedy thats captured me in franctic anticipation

its bound to happen

yet im waiting

like an accident i knew would take place

cant stop it,

cant wait,

cant shake it,

too late.

i loose thoughts in his eyes

kiss sweeter than the sunrise

the look he throws me from the cornor of his eyes

reassures that he's all mine

in his arms i die

in his lap is where i reside

on his mind is my home

my thoughts my roam and my eyes may wonder

despite your advances i am his alone.

heart throb takes a backseat to being loved .