think happy thoughts

i am in love

life has opened up to me

each day holds lessons of beauty

i believe in chole

i had theee most amazing tuesday a girl could dream of (:

i woke up ON TIME lol
i got to class ON TIME (:
i hate QUAKER RICE CAKE (cheddar)
did my cheery yet assertive voive on announcements (:
had a lunch date at chipotle with yemisi chole aribo! i have no idea what took us so long to become bestfriends. we have the most amazing talks.
i figure out my FEELINGS lol
i picked my top two colleges
found a new favorite song: i need a u- letoya luckett
life is but a dream and i dont want to wake up (:

dear summer,

this is my last day of summer. I start SENIOR year tomorrow. this summer had amzing highs and deadly lows. to say the least i grew into myself this summer. im excited and anxious all at the same time. (: wish me luck. one corny joke before i go: now that im a senior do i get a discount at denny's? lol

lights please

i don't regret giving you that gift.
it wasn't romantic by any means,
i was never in love with you but more or less obsessed with we
and what we could be. the vision of us haunted me in dreams.
as i laid beneath you and shared your air,
my first thought was "why did i come here?"
followed by "how am i getting home?"
and concluded with "duuuude, where's my phone?"
my body nor my mind belong to you,
love and sex are vastly different entities.
i just know that for the rest of my life i'll remember this
and you'll probably barley remember me.



so much for purity.

"in due time"

senior pictures were long, i hate makeup, eyelashesh, the whole nine but the pictures shall be amazing.

as of late i havent been feeling too great, its like im not myself, as if my life went from color to black and white, but i know it'll pass. sometimes those moments help us see and feel true happiness.

i contemplated deleting this blog. life is about destroying to rebuild.

everyday is another chance to get it right, whatever your it maybe.

your face will be the reason i smile

now my prayers to God are this:
God make me:

"unselfish but not blind
honest but not rude
confident but not arrogant
open but not naive
successful but not lost. "

love is the only thing my soul is searching for. 8/15/2009 (:

cool as a rain puddle

belle, mattie, slim, lucy

belle, mattie, lucy

my nigga! i love her with all my heart. i'd kill for her , chole! she will make millions and we're moving into a loft with kertny r. in nyc.

le, and chole

great friday with papa johns (:

pulling hoes since bo jackson was a raider!

i was smitten by this work of art on tuesday.

i miss usc so much. just me, rebecca and my red mango :(

her tattoo is too ill. i want a seashell actually where her gun is. this whole spread inspires me to the extreme.

this dress is my homecoming inspiration, this or an 80's prom dress. this is soo visually appealing.

"number in my phone, i'm so player, pulling hoes since bo jackson was a raider!" pac div
love those guys