yellow jungle

lonnnng day:

• cramps >:(
• head ache
• ice cream (:
• shrimp tacos :D
• zebra headband
• black history play :/
• painted nails (:
• scared to say how i feel :/
• cant express my feelings to the boy that makes my heart sing :'(
• dad's going to the hospital
• great talk w. whispering eye (:
• feels like love is getting tired of waiting on me
• steeping out my comfort zone take my hunny back (:
• no meat today
• salmon dumpling for dinner (:
• listened to "graduation" -kanye (:

in need of a snicker, captain crunch and iced chai apple tea. (:

xoxo_orangefever

sweet!

i love ring pops!

daily convo that made me think .....

steph (5:24:57 PM): My aunty just asked me.when I'm going 2 get a boyfriend I'm 17
steph (5:25:03 PM): Lol
dani (5:25:04 PM): lmao
dani (5:25:14 PM): im workign on mine now lol
Steph (5:25:49 PM): Shit dummmm
dani (5:28:02 PM): not realli
dani (5:28:06 PM): kinda seems liek time
Steph (5:28:17 PM): 2 get a boyfriend ?
dani(5:30:23 PM): yeh
Steph (5:30:35 PM): It is...
dani(5:31:06 PM): we gotta do it

the language my hearts speaks

“ When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God’s sacred feast. All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life’s heart.But if in your fear you would seek only love’s peace and love’s pleasure, Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love’s threshing-floor, Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears." Khalil Gibran

crash boom click!

my new goals are:
_ 4.2 gpa

_white mac book $999

_3 honors/ap classes next year

_car

_acceptance letters from USC and LMU

im saving studying and applying soo wish me luck or not i know my goal will be attained.

crash boom click like happy feet (:

her favorite colo(u)r

mixtape inspired this image: L A girl

blu(e). is intriguing.

one of the coolest days in awhile tomorrow hopefully i get to see the sunset at the beach (:

a beautiful mind

today was a difficult day. i wonder if im doing the right thing. obstacles come my way and i overcome them but im not sure why i must go through so much. my parents are huge impacts in my life but they fight constantly. i think of death a lot lately because its ever present: cancer, my friend just died and this a.m i found out my close friend was in the hospital. i let all things go and smile at the end of the day. its not the life i chose but it chose me and the only i have. i cant push away ppl any more i need my close friends the most now. my life is difficult but its great: sometimes i pinch myself to see if its real (:

pray for starla, kim, and my padre please
r.i.p "man"

xoxo-dani

in loving memory of the girl i was

a little bit ...

read in reverse (:

drakes mixtape has impacted my life: "baby your my everythin, your all i ever wanted. we can do it real big bigger than you've ever done. you be up on everything other hoes aint never on it. you fucking best the best i ever had!"

ahh food for my spirit!



xoxo-dani

single awareness day

my perfect valentine's day would be spent at a park or backyard under the stars with a blanket and my hunny candles and a picnic basket filled with strawberries, hot cocoa & honey (; but instead i was at school for the dance as a student council obligation. ): it was ok hunny came to see me and we argued smh but it was ok at the end of the day:

love is the feeling i get when i look into you eyes then look away quickly b/c too much hurts soo good (:

art in its purest form

drake's mixtape is amazing it lacks nothing: party music, chill songs, punch lines, real songs, slow songs the works. just came out today now in my constant rotation. (: great job, great music, one step closer to my perfect world. download it at http://www.zshare.net/download/5557056704f4d392/ enjoy (:

thoughts of you rule my world <3

i love the beach, the breeze, the sun, the sand, the freah air, the roaring of the water, and its continous motion. Thoughts of the beach rule my world. I think of the beach about 3 times a day. It makes me feel free and dream of the future and reflect on the past. The beach unleashes my inner hippie fighting for the cause of free love, more hugs, and good music. (: The beach is everything in one. I wanna take a drive to the beach and just BE: no worries no fears just clear thoughts and happy feet(: >pray for my cousin kim <3 later days.

love jones

everything that used to matter doesnt matter anymore. im fortunate to have you im so glad your in my world; just as sure that the sky is blue im blessed that day that i found you.

st. valentine's day have never been a day that i jumped to joy for but this year i think that all may change. im in love with a dreamer so pure far from sweet but to my heart this is extacy without the blue pill. holding on to the thought of finally having real ture authentic love that doesnt hurt. it hurts soo good and the only issue i have is this must be too real for me to get butterflies as he passes me by in the halls.

im not a roses and candy type of girl i just want a card full of nice words that you actually mean not just in word but in action. i've fallen and im no longer afraid; tell the world tell every dude that ever thought they had a chance tell every girl that thought you were theirs tell them all i wanna run into your arms b/c there i am at home.

pray it wont fade away

(: _ orangefever

under the influence

needed ^

the light

"whatever you are afraid of is a direct indication of what you need to do next"-unkown (:

life in technicolor

lately my life has transitioned from black and white to technicolor. my thoughts are in full color but all around me was stuck in black and white until yesterday. let things go and do what you like: its better to make a mistake and learn from it than regret sitting bakc and watching life pass you by. save room for love.

rest in peace di'ron. )': save a spot for me up there in the clouds. (:

if only all skies were yellow..

circus act

him (6:46:45 PM): Thats my job too find out whats wrong with my quito
mi (6:47:05 PM): aww
mi (6:47:14 PM): thanks
him (6:47:27 PM): Yeaa because I care about you
mi (6:48:10 PM): i care about yu too!
him (6:48:34 PM): I HATE too seee you down so when you are down I NEED & MUST hear your voice... when somethings wrong
mi (6:49:38 PM): wow i feel the same about yu i just want to see yu smile

you see that and probably think : "Wow i wish i had that. "

this scares mi more than anything is this world. the possibility of someon ecaring for me and me returning those emotions without second thoughts. we've been good before but never this good. what do i do follow my heart or my head. feels like my heart is on the trapeeze: it can either swing to new found heights or fall to its defeat.