i'm struggling with the concept of falling in love. i have strong feelings for someone, i cant stop thinking about him, i cant stand to be away from him for more than 3 days. i like the way he smells, holds me, looks at me, smiles, talks, walks, and thinks. i even like how he complains. here's the problem: everything about a relationship scares me. I'm not sure that i am ready for what a relationship requires, i'm not good at working hard for something that may hurt me. schools almost over and in 6 months i have no clue where im going to school, or if this will last. do i just go with the flow, and be terrified of what happens next or do i say "lets just be friends" and crush his heart and mine too. my heart is racing, do i work hard for love or do i just give up. i don't want him to think i'm crazy. this is the part in a relationship where i do off and start dating other people. i can't do that to him. i've fallen in love and now im scared.
