ideas...

i so want to do a photo shoot like this(: I've always had a crush on shad but this ups the curiousity (: realizing this is real is harder than it seems. I'm getting this drawn permanently upon my inner arm, close to my heart. the beach is the only place i feel safe and free. it has a meaning: scallop shell represents classical, simplistic beauty and weathers the harshness of the sea while protecting its essence: the beautiful pearl.

maui wowie

these were taken when i had an i95 lol.

i look so different. My life made sense back then. i don't wish i was back there i just wish i was more prepared for now. i had no idea life would be like this. don't get me wrong im grateful. life is an adventure to say the least but its a ride.

wreckless abandonment

i've been suuuuuuper busy as of late. i have so many things to do: school, college apps, picking my top five, act, sat, asb, boys, losing friends, sorting emtions, THE DOCUMENTARY uggh the list goes on. those are a few things that keep me going (:

The Plague

I'm working on a “true-life” style documentary on the effects of cancer on today’s youth, if you would like to share your experience with cancer please send your contact info along with a brief tale of your ordeal with cancer to orange.dani@gmail.com I’m in the pre-production stages and filming begins in August. (:

vow of silence

I have decided to take a vow of silence from this day forward. I feel it is a must at this point in my life. This summer is for self evaluation and observation. I will return a grateful being full of beauty, understanding, wisdom, and a lust for life. Growth comes with patience and gratitude. See you in August.=)

no cable : creativity running free

July 2009
He said he couldn't call me his favorite b/c then I'd be comparable,
but to him I am LIFE,

• the air he struggles for in the middle of the night,
• the pillow in his prison cell,
• his every day gig,
• the woman who fulfills his dreams of having kids.

Please understand this came from the lips of the man that sets my soul ablaze

- not just my ego running free.

As if God made my soul to unlock his.

He is a prism and I, his bright sunshine

formed to shine through him,

see his possibilities and

expose them to the earth abroad.

I love him, period.

Not just the vibrations that I create to voice that thought.

I love him and all his ways,

more than a child love field trip days.

He is mine:that's all I need to know.

Here's my dissertation I have succeeded in life.

I can cross over freely with the lottery chance of being his wife, or even his mistress

I'd break 1000 hearts for that sweet kiss.

As I lay up beneath him with no makeup and I breathe his air all I can fathom is why can't life always be this fair,

why can't sunshine always be this sweet, why can't grass always be this green?

Then I realize he isn't my divine intervention he is just merely a prism God created for me to see my soul through. For me to forsake my love is the only way I can charter new heights and blossom as flower worthy of God's sight. Until I let you go, Iam incomplete

this is when i pondered: maybe God is a "her." - orange.dani

the burnt orange state

bumper sticker or work of a free speech activist? "kinky for governor ... why the HELL not?"

hey there, handsome

home sweet home. the traffic jams, the weather, the SMOG lol. how i have missed thee Los Angeles, California: home.