love is, above all, the gift of one's self

life is moving too fast, im not hurt or upset by that just indifferent to be exact
i have no idea how to feel. i want to scream, press fast forward and be done with this stage of my life, but it cant happen like that. i dont feel alone i feel numb, nothing matters too much, emotions are a rarity. too much has happened to me. i care maybe too much that i have conditioned myself to pain that it doesnt hurt anymore.

fear of flying- mya

smitten, stoned, shook
taken,thrown,took
my heart is yours
and i have no desire to withdrawal
my love is yours
i am ready to fall
madly, passionately, heels over head
in love with you.

you complete me
simply take my mind to new lands
and my soul to new heights




no words have spoken to my soul like the ones your mouth posses, forms and craves
so sweetly, perfectly, strumming the strings of my heart
playing all the right notes, the song I thought no one would ever know


I've fallen, too fast perhaps, but love is love no questing that