today was a difficult day. i wonder if im doing the right thing. obstacles come my way and i overcome them but im not sure why i must go through so much. my parents are huge impacts in my life but they fight constantly. i think of death a lot lately because its ever present: cancer, my friend just died and this a.m i found out my close friend was in the hospital. i let all things go and smile at the end of the day. its not the life i chose but it chose me and the only i have. i cant push away ppl any more i need my close friends the most now. my life is difficult but its great: sometimes i pinch myself to see if its real (:pray for starla, kim, and my padre please
r.i.p "man"
xoxo-dani
